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It's time for a change for reasons. Post opinions please, I know there's a huge difference between my old design and this one but that's my point and I'm really considering keeping this. full red Border Collie.
Since people are asking me left and right, I might as well spit it out.
I was not happy in a long distance relationship, I have the wandering eye of a hormonal teenage boy and just fucked everything up. I broke up with Rachel. I tried so hard to give her the relationship she's always wanted, but I just didn't feel it was right if our feelings for each other were different. It's not fair to her, she's the sweetest girl I've ever met and she deserves so much fucking better than me.
Rachel will always be my best friend and a very important part of my life. She is hurting badly because of me right now and I am a complete asshole for doing this to her, and I ask you guys to not flood her with messages reminding her of what I did to her. Give her time to heal and her close friends and I will be there for her, even if she doesn't want me to. It's really nobody's business, but word got out and I felt the need to make this public so the confusion stops.
I adore Rachel, I always will. She'll always be my Rachel a huge part of my life.
As for me, the guilt is eating me alive and I won't ever forgive myself for causing so much pain on someone I care for deeply. Call me an asshole, call me fucked up, call me a prick, anything foul and I'll take it. I'll take it so it reminds me that I'm a piece of shit and need to change my ways.
I currently have someone else in my life right now, as fucked up as that sounds. We've had slight feelings for each other since we met and tried dating when we didn't know each other that well, then after becoming best friends and blood brothers a year later, things just went farther than either of us ever thought they would.
I'm not really ready to talk about this, especially on here, but quite a few people know who and what I'm talking about. It's a fucked up situation, but I'm happier. I can't lie. I just want things to get better for Rachel, that's all I even care about right now..